Well it was definitely a successful season :-)
#Day3 “I am a poor man and of little worth, who is laboring in that art that God has given me in order to extend my life as long as possible.” -Michelangelo- Lost in Paint watching this face turn realistic #flow #artist #photorealism #paint #art #ynotpaintmyworld #fineart (Taken with Instagram at Briarwood Village Apartments)
I AM OR HAVE BEEN:
[ ] anorexic
[x] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x]thirsty
[x] fasting/starving myself
PEOPLE:
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[x] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic/ednos
I WISH:
[x] I was THIN
[ ] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[ ] I could control myself
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[x] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic/Ednos
[ ] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
APPEARANCE:
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[ ] I have many scars
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[x] I have/had braces
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles
RELATIONSHIPS:
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship
[ ] I’m engaged
[ ] I’m married
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date
[ ] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[x] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[ ] I’ve been ‘the other woman’
SEXUALITY:
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[ ] I’ve kissed in the rain
[ ] I’ve hugged a stranger
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
BAD TIMES:
[ ] I’ve consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink
[x] I can’t swallow pills
[ ] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[ ] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[ ] I’m at my thinnest
[ ] I’m at my biggest
[ ] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[ ] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[ ] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[ ] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[ ] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[xxxxxxx] I exercise so I can eat
[ ] I work out secretly
[x] I work out daily
[ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion
I’VE DONE:
[ ] Weed
[ ] Cigarettes
[ ] Alcohol
[ ] Diet pills
[ ] Pain killers
[ ] Sleeping pills
[ ] Anti-depressants
[ ] Ecstasy
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[ ] Other
HABITS:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[ ] I look at thinspo
[ ] I collect thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[ ] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] Being thin is my top priority
[ ] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me
[x] I’m doing this for someone
[x] I’m doing this to prove myself